so, the guy I like has a girlfriend. um, I'm... really, honestly not surprised? but that doesn't really make anything easier to deal with. had an explosion of temper last night, then found out about this, then kind of went blank. mm... idk. it hit me a little later, and I hid in the bathroom for a while because I felt like I was going to vomit... ( Read more... )

i'm trying hard, but i can't seem to get it right.

reach out my hand, but there is nothing there for me to grab.

'cause maybe i'm falling down, maybe i'm waking up;
maybe i'm waiting for you to give me a better tomorrow.
(baby, we can pray for something new, we can pray for something new.)

( there's nothing else i'd rather be. )

( i can almost see something. (i want to stop my breathing, now.) )

so sleep, sugar, let your dreams flood in;
like waves of sweet fire, you're safe within.
sleep, sweetie, let your floods come rushing in,
and carry you over to a new morning.

try as you might, you try to give it up,
seems to be holding on fast.
its hand in your hand, a shadow over you,
a beggar for soul in your face.
still, it don't mater if you won't ( Read more... )